Let me try and paint a picture of how this all went down....
I grab my Monster from the display in the middle of the store and step in line. Dude was chillin', waiting patiently in front of me. Dude turns around, looks at me, scoots forward making him now oddly too close to the person in front of him. I then made a slight sideways face follwed by an eye roll from behind my glasses.
Now I don't mind not being the opposite sex's cup of tea, but was ALL THAT necessary? As we stood in line waiting to be helped I started to glancing over his tattoos showing because he felt a T-shirt was not needed to get gas in the middle of the day. Last name across the top of his back, skulls and grim reapers in a collage sleeve down his left arm, stars on his calves.....nothing out of the norm here in the OC. But then I glance to his right arm and see Iron Crosses all over it.
Now if you're not familiar with what the Iron Cross is or where it came from, let me shed some light...

The Iron Cross was also used as the symbol of the German Army from 1871 to 1915, when it was replaced by a simpler Greek cross. In 1956 the Iron Cross became the symbol of the Bundeswehr, the German armed forces.
This wasn't the first time I had seen an Iron Cross by any means, but the look this fellow sportin' the cross all over this arm gave me as he paid for his gas and walked out, made me take more notice about that symbol than ever before. So much that I kinda wanted to ask him like "Hey, um...do you not like people of color?" haha It just makes me so curious about what beliefs people practice based on the tattoos they display on their body. Is that like a flag for how they feel, think, act? Was it because his Great Great Great Grandfather fought and died in World War I or was he in a white supremacy group? Either way, I've never felt more uncomfortable in a gas station liquor store in my whole life. Perhaps my experience with the younger generation and their personal twists on historic symbols such as the Iron Cross, cause me to see things from a bias point of view. Maybe he just liked the design? What do you think?
4 comments:
Welcome to my world pumpkin. Born in georgia and raised in indiana (the kkk capitol of the world) I know all about what you experienced today.what was it that made you so uncomfortable?
Signed,
Bob Mortimer- a person you don't know :)
i definitely think his problem was you not wearing a bra. just kidding. he's racist.
As someone who currently lives in Indiana... don't be hatin' on Hoosiers! We aren't all bad!
Definitely an unfortunate and blatantly racist dude. Sad, pathetic. Scares me that people like that still exist and believe so strongly in their hate.
Found you through Brianna's blog, by the way!
Bob, to answer your question it was the vibe the guy was giving off. He didn't like me and was making it very known. I'm just glad I wasn't a dude or perhaps words might have been exchanged.
Liz, thanks for stopping by!!
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